Irresolute
The buildings outside
were not even stationary.
It was all in my mind.
A whirlwind would be
a nice word from some
fancy-dress show in my
school. The stage’s wood
floorboards, the people
out on the street here,
the shops, all a whirlwind
of thought, a dizziness,
an intoxication, before
this too fizzles into
nothing.
- Dominic Alapat
Homes
Childhood opens like
a fruit, all is gold and
dream here. The world
is all air, sunlight and blue.
Figures that live and swallow
you whole. Spirits. Angels.
Unfortunately, death too
lurks everywhere, behind
the bench in childhood’s
garden, death that will
give a different colour to
everything, that will
change everything,
death that is making
the entry and wiping
the slate clean.
- Dominic Alapat